Sunday, April 06, 2008

The worst traveling experience I ever had - post 1 of 3

was my adventure from Uganda to South Africa just before Christmas. It began about two days prior to my date of departure. I was in Kampala for a few days of management meetings and happened to email my travel agent about luggage allowances. She emailed back that night, about 50 hours before I was to board the plane, that my flights from Johannesburg to Cape Town and back were cancelled due to a change in alliance between my airline, Kenya airways, and the domestic airline in S.A. Not only was it cancelled, but I would need to purchase a new flight – at my expense, no refund from the other flight – and I also needed to come in to their office to get it done before leaving. I got this information over email, in Africa. Who would ever think emailing someone in Africa would be reliable? What if I didn’t check my email before leaving? What if I couldn’t check my email before leaving, which is more likely to be the case here! Well, I had meetings for the next two days, all day long, and would not be able to get to their office – plus I had already dished out a pretty penny for these tickets & felt no obligation whatsoever to pay more! On top of those thoughts, I was absolutely exhausted from the last few weeks on the field & therefore coped with this situation by falling into a heap of sobs whenever I had the chance…quite adult, I know. My blessing came in the form of amazing friends here who went to bat for me, calling the travel agent & making them pay for the new flight as well as taking it upon themselves to get the ticket from the office in lieu of me – can’t thank Trace & Shelley enough for their friendship & support!

Did I mention I was exhausted? Well, I’m also socially unable to say no – so I went out each night with all the fun Medair people who I don’t get to see very often. I had fun, but increased my exhaustion and stress…my flight was to leave at 5am from the airport, which means checking in at 3:30, which means leaving for the airport at 2:30am. The night before I was up until 10:30pm and felt sick even as I fell upon the bed. Luckily the alarm did go off, I was able to stumble into clothes & meet my taxi and two traveling companions on time, but not without a very upset stomach and headache brewing. Our flight to Nairobi went well – at least for me…Zoey found out at the counter that she also had that flight I was told about two days before that had been cancelled, but was going to be able to change in when in Joburg, but still a frustrating realization at 3am. Quentin forgot he had his very expensive swiss army knife in his bag and was told it would be given to the pilot to carry, but surprise, surprise it never seemed to make it to the Nairobi terminal… So we’re walking through the Nairobi airport to our next gate & the comment is made that its Jennie’s turn to have something go wrong – I claimed that happened two days ago, so I’m good to go. Ha! We get to our next gate, hand the guy our passports & as he flips through mine, he says “Miss, there’s a problem”…

It seems the pages you see in your passport that say “visa” on the bottom are just that – visa pages. And the pages at the back that say “amendment” are for amendments. So, the blank pages I thought I had plenty of in my passport were actually amendment pages, not visa pages & therefore I could not get on the plane to South Africa until I had more visa pages. The Kenya airways guy convinced me that the South African immigration would turn me away & send me right back to Kenya. There was no way I could get on the plane to S.A. that morning…so I said goodbye to my friends and started the deep breathing again. The Kenya airways guy told me he’d work on getting me another flight on the same day, there was one that night – right now I needed to get to the US Embassy and get more visa pages added to my passport. After paying my one-day entrance visa to Kenya immigration I headed to the taxis to try to bargain a good price to a place somewhere in Nairobi – a city I’ve never been to before and am at least thankful its 7am, not pm as I don’t hear very good stories of this lovely city… I find one taxi company that agrees to transport me to the embassy & back, waiting for as long as it takes while I’m inside. They show me on the map that the embassy is indeed on the very other side of Nairobi, of course, and the agreed rate is $90 – a good price in the US, a very large sum of money here & especially when trying to travel on a budget. The biggest blessing of the day was being led to a lovely older Kenyan man named Steven who was my taxi driver and companion for the day – plus his taxi was a black cab such as the ones in London which just made me smile. We got to the embassy about 1 ½ hours later, complete with huge traffic jams and a scenic drive through downtown Nairobi. I actually learned a lot from Steven during that drive about the upcoming elections – the city was calm then, seemed like such a success for African democracy – anyone who pays attention to world news will know the very next week what hell broke loose and how the hopes of a quiet nation was terribly disrupted, but I won’t go into more detail now.

Upon arrival at the embassy, I left my luggage and valuables in the cab – risky, I know, but I had no other choice then. I couldn’t even carry my cell phone into the embassy due to their security restrictions! Thank God Steven was honest. I experience for my first time at this secure fortress what I’ve seen many times used in movies – the influence of one dark blue American passport. At the gate, I was ushered ahead of all others waiting to go through security. I hate that feeling of special treatment, but right then I was terribly grateful! I walked down a long path of concrete – luckily covered by an awning as the sun was beating down that day, to find a very long line of people waiting to get in. I could tell most were Africans and I did wonder if there was another line for Americans…but more people were lining up behind me & how was I to find out when I couldn’t even see the front of the line & would lose my place if I continued to the front? So I stood for about 20 minutes, reading my book & wondering. At that point, a uniformed man passed by & glanced at the passport in my hand – ‘are you American’? Yes! ‘then head up to the front of the line’ – very welcome words, though the feeling of guilt as I passed that line of probably 200 people was acute. At the front, I was ushered through again, passed through a small room where you can leave valuables & liquids to gather after going inside, then had to head to another wait outside the main doors. There were about 20 people sitting outside & a security guard at the door – “are you American?” YES! “Go ahead in.” (love that blue passport – at least at that moment) Inside was a room full of occupied chairs and walk-up windows like at the bank, again, “are you American? Go through the doorway to the right – and there, I find a completely empty waiting room! There was one room to the left that was where I was headed, but was occupied & had instructions to wait until the room was empty before proceeding in. So I sat & pondered what all those people could want – a visa to enter the US? All the while, my head is pounding, my body aches, and I can feel a fever rising – will I really get on a plane to South Africa tonight?

The room cleared & I took my seat in a small semi-private room that looked through a glass window to the secure realm of embassy personnel at their business. A lady came over in time and asked what I needed – I explained my situation to which there was not much sympathy, but at least I was given the next step: to go back to the waiting room and fill out a form. Form filled, other people back in the small room & waiting again – reading the form which explains extra visa pages can take 3 days if you expedite and doesn’t seem to mention the price you pay for that speedy service. I start to sweat, partly because I’m sick, partly because I’m sick at the thought of being in Nairobi for three days! The room clears again & I go in – lady takes my passport and I begin to beg for any help since I really have to catch my flight that day…my begging is met with an annoyed stare and some words to the affect of “just go out and wait again” to which I hoped meant they would be working on it for me. So I sat again waiting, all the while worrying if she meant I would for sure get it back today, plus the clock is ticking closer & closer to the 11am mark, which is when they close until 2pm for some reason…do I just sit there and hope at 2 they have something or will I be here all day long wondering? At 11, I finally get the nerve to go to the window again and demand an answer, but of course she’s not around & all I can see are people all the way across the room…after a few minutes of staring, trying desperately to send thought messages to anyone who might receive them in the embassy world, a girl across the room looks up, waves a passport at me, and I happily take that to mean she’s working on it & take my seat again. Thankfully, I translated her wave correctly & only had to worry a few minutes about how much this was going to cost me before she brought the passport to the window, handed it over, and told me to have a good day. Thinking, ‘should I ask if I have to pay for this?’ I decided to walk out and enjoy my lucky getaway & rejoice that the passport is travel-ready once again. My taxi was faithfully waiting for me & I got back in just as my fever really took control and managed to sleep my way back to the airport.

Back at the airport around 1pm, I find out that the flight in the evening won’t work because I’d be stuck in Joburg for the night before catching a flight the next day. So they booked me on the same flight at 7am the next day and now I needed to find a place to stay. Steven had waited around, very wisely understanding I may still need a taxi that day, and here began the second part of my 3- part adventure.

Friday, February 29, 2008

Oh, by the way...

You have to check this out. My friend Georgia in Kaabong has a blog as well & this post is quite interesting - bet you've never seen a tick the size of this! The rest of the blog is a great read as well - some great friends who are heading back to Texas soon and will be dearly missed! Enjoy!

Juicy information (Gross blog)

Happy Leap Year Day!

We don’t get to celebrate this day very often – what fun things do you have planned?

It’s been a few weeks & I keep pondering what I should update on here. Life isn’t terribly exciting right now. I’m still in Kampala trying to figure myself out, living at the Medair teamhouse and working in the Kampala office about ¾ time. I’ve made some new friends while here which is nice. There’s a family from Austin, Texas that invited me over this week to hang out at their place. They have 3 teenagers and 3 dogs, oh, and 2 guinea fowl roaming their yard. It was great to just be with an American family and get to know them. They are here to start a farm/vocational school about 2 hours north of Kampala for senior high school aged boys to learn a trade. They have quite a vision and plan to be here for at least 5 years to start with, so far they’ve been here for 7 months.

I’m learning the lay of the city better now, got a good idea of where the best coffee shops are in town! I’ve driven around a few times, but the traffic is quite intimidating. I think I’ve mentioned this before, but there really aren’t any laws. You go when you want to go and maybe you yield for someone else, but mostly its just in time to not get hit by the other car. Really, if you’re not aggressive here, you won’t get anywhere! If you stop and wait for the line of cars to go by in order to turn onto a road, the guy behind you will whip around you & make his own way into the stream of traffic. Not sure how I will manage to curb this survival of the fittest mentality when I hit the US roads again!

I’ve received some fun mail while I’ve been down here – thanks to Mom & Dad, Ryan & Maddy, Pam, Janice, Judy, Fran & Rachel! Those little treats & notes from people are both nice surprises and encouraging to me.

The internet is not cooperating much right now for pictures, so I’ll add some more later – bye for now!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Topsy-turvy ways

My friend Trace here calls the way Jesus interacts with the world as topsy-turvy. If you read the stories of Jesus, he is always coming at a situation in a very different way than we would, or let me not assume for you, but than I would. He sees situations with an obviously divine perspective, but if you consider the fact that he is trying to model how we should interact with the world, it is quite shocking. Some examples – you should strive to be the servant of everyone, the humble (meek) are blessed and will inherit the earth, when slapped give the person the other cheek to slap again. There are tons more, but the bottom line is that his view on living this life on earth is about thinking of others first. Its about living for all instead of living for me. Its about striving to bring honor to God by honoring what he has created. What is the world we live in every day about? Its about success, about survival of the fittest, about climbing the ladder of wealth and prosperity. It’s the same here in Uganda: there are status-mongers at every turn, the more money you get the more you want, use the people around you to create the world you desire…

And I’m feeling the most weak and broken as ever, like there is nothing I have to offer. Perhaps God might be most honored even now? Even now when I often feel so alone and helpless? And still there is a natural inclination for me to dwell within myself, that because of this state I’m in to have an excuse not to know the people around me, to not see them, to not serve them. Yet God says he chooses those who are foolish and weak to do his work – funny, isn’t it? But I find there is no other choice for me, because the full life I experience with God, even in hard times, is so much greater than life without God. I definitely wouldn’t have survived so long over here without daily clinging to the grace of God. Here are a few verses that have always encouraged me that trusting God is always better than trusting myself – He’s just a bit bigger and in control than I am:

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.

By wisdom the Lord laid the earth’s foundations, by understanding he set the heavens in place; by his knowledge the deeps were divided, and the clouds let drop the dew.

(ps – I’m in Kampala for the week, taking a rest and using the time to ponder what’s been going on with me. Please don’t read these posts to mean I’m about to lose it…I’m struggling, but I’ll make it through. Your prayers are very appreciated as always.)

Sunday, January 27, 2008

The Jordan is waiting...

Most people have seen the Prince of Egypt, right? If not, it’s an animated movie about Moses leading the Israelites out of Egypt. The story is from the Old Testament – The Israelites, also called Hebrews, have been in slavery for over 400 years. This is when Moses enters the scene & is called by God to lead his people out of this land and into another land that he promised would be theirs to their patriarch, Abraham, many centuries earlier. The movie ends (or so I remember) at the crossing of the Red Sea, where God shows up to part the sea so that the Hebrews walk through on dry land to escape the Egyptian army who were following close behind.

Ok, so the story then goes on that the Israelites were found to be in a desert on the other side and they have some miles to travel before they reach this land that God promised them. Unfortunately along the way they are not faithful to God – they decide to do things their own way and get very angry with God for taking them away from a land where at least they had water, meat, daily necessities. So God provides meat, water, all that they need, but of course it is still difficult to live in the desert. When they finally reach the land they are to enter, their scouts come back to say, in essence, that this land is full of giants and there is no way they will survive if they try to inhabit the land. God has already proved himself faithful to these people, yet they continually doubt his provision & plan. So at this point, he’s fed up and tells them they will have to stay in the desert another 40 years before they can enter this promised land.

Before I left for Uganda, the next part of this story kept coming up in my life – I was reading this passage, someone else brought it up, there were just many instances where this came to be an important story for me to listen to a bit. But I couldn’t quite understand the significance – am I entering my promised land? Sure, I’ve been waiting awhile to go overseas & this is finally arrived…but I wasn’t convinced this was the point. Wish I had something more profound to relay about this experience, but my point is just that it was on my mind & heart before I left.

I’m telling you all of this to bring you to today. I’ve been struggling here in Kaabong. There’s something going on in me that I don’t understand and am having a hard time dealing with. Mostly my emotions are crazily out of whack, often leaning towards a very despairing feeling, and I feel like most days I’m just trying to deal with myself let alone face and interact with the challenges of living and working here. It feels like a battle is being waged inside of me and I can’t really get a grip on which side is winning right now (pray that it is the good side!). I have a lot of support and am going to make it through this, but the reality is that I am not experiencing what I had expected to in being here. I thought my struggles would be with the poverty surrounding me and the issues of health, war, natural disasters and how we can truly aid those who are in distress. Those issues are all present, but my heart is very engrossed in helping me to survive. I was hoping to thrive here. There are moments that I feel that way, but moments don’t seem to be enough right now.

This afternoon I was pondering all of this, letting myself just gush with God about what is going on inside of me. Why am I here to deal with myself? I thought I was here to help others. People keep talking about being refined & that just sucks, to be honest. I know it is necessary, but it hurts & I don’t enjoy it. I was listening to some music & one song mentioned going through a desert place – huh, that’s what it feels like right now. I’m in a dry valley that is tough…and though I know it is silly because God is God & He does what He knows best, I sit there and ‘shake my fists’ at God, asking why me? Why here? Why now, when friends & family are so far away? Life back in Denver was so much better, why did you bring me here?

And then I saw it – I’m just like the Israelites…God has been so faithful, never leaving me or forsaking me. But here I am, so frustrated with where I am. Did I want to come, absolutely? So here I am & He is still faithful…do I trust Him to take me through the Jordan to the promised land? I’m not comparing my next phase of life to a land of milk & honey, but just that maybe it will be a place of rest, a place of hope – a place quite other than where I am now. The answer to that question is: sometimes. And that’s the best I can do right now. But today I confess that I am a frustrated child, just wanting the journey to be over and to be on the other side – missing what was behind and longing for what is before, but not really wanting to deal with the now in order to move forward!

Here’s a great song that really depicts how I’m feeling:

Painting Pictures of Egypt by Sara Groves
I don’t want to leave here

I don’t want to stay
It feels like pinching to me either way
The places I long for the most
Are the places where I’ve been
They are calling after me like a long lost friend

It’s not about losing faith
It’s not about trust
It’s all about comfortable
When you move so much
The place I was wasn’t perfect
But I had found a way to live
It wasn’t milk or honey
But then neither is this

CHORUS: I’ve been painting pictures of Egypt
Leaving out what it lacked
The future seems so hard
And I want to go back
But the places that used to fit me
Cannot hold the things I’ve learned
And those roads closed off to me
While my back was turned

The past is so tangible I know it by heart
Familiar things are never easy to discard
I was dying for some freedom
But now I hesitate to go
Caught between the promise
And the things I know

BRIDGE: If it comes too quick I may not recognize it
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand?
If it comes too quick I may not appreciate it
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand?

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Random pics 1


Some random pictures from Kaabong...


Karamajong ladies carrying their firewood into town



a lovely visitor in my tukel...


this lizard has some pretty colors...


brick making - big projects at this time of year (dry season) since there's a lot of sunshine to dry the bricks

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

South Africa vacation

Unfortunately the states were a bit too far for me to come for Christmas this year, so instead I made arrangements to meet my great friend Constance from Denver in Cape Town, South Africa. It was an amazing trip (aside from some interestingly awful travel experiences from Uganda) that was so needed for me. We spent lots of time enjoying the beautifully diverse land there, hoping to see whales in the ocean (which we didn’t…just have to go back again!), and having a blast. Our friend Wayne joined us about a week in & we all took in the Cape Town sights and great seafood together.

For anyone looking for an amazing once in a lifetime kind of trip, this place is probably one of my favorite places ever to travel. It feels a bit like California with an African twist and has so much to do and see!




Franschoek


sunset over the ocean from top of Table Mountain


Constance & I on Table Mountain



Constance, Wayne & I at Cape Point


Hanging out :)


The souternmost tip of Africa!


just a taste of the breathtaking coastline of False Bay


these guys live on Boulder Beach and are called Jackass Penguins - so cute!


C & I on New Year's Eve