"Why is the world hungry when God's people have bread? Are bread? ...what is there more to be in this life than to reflect Christ -- than to show what He is like. Than to be bread for another man?" ~Ann Voskamp
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Shakira
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Mercy Childcare Ministries
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Latest updates!!
Here in Nansana, Uganda, we're gearing up for the busy summer season of volunteers coming. I'm currently the only American here at CLD as the others are preparing to come in May to kick off the summer. But I'm not alone, of course, all our Ugandan leaders and friends are busy moving along the projects and working hard with spring cleaning. There are always too many stories I'd love to share with you, but not enough time or space to write them up. This month I just want to share some brief stories of our Ugandan leaders here, who I am blessed to know both professionally as leaders and personally as friends. They are amazing people, striving for huge dreams and allowing me to be part of celebrating what could come with them.


Praises!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow, in the last email I sent, I mentioned how my financial support was a great need, at $1500 still. The Lord provided miraculously for me, over and above what I would have ever imagined. Some old friends of mine who are heading to the mission field themselves (with their 3 kids and baby on the way) generously donated the balance of what I needed to cover my support here. WOW! Praise the Lord, that was mind-blowing and soul-deep encouragement for me!! THANK YOU ALL for your generosity and care in helping to provide for this ministry, and my calling!
We have Piglets!!!!!!! I know that seems a funny praise, but it truly is!!! We've had 2 deliveries in the last month - one pig at our Farm had 8 piglets and one pig at the Kaliro community piggery had 12!! These cute little ones have been longed for by many over the past 6 months as their presence speaks Hope and Life to those caring for them and to benefit from them in the future! It is growth and sustainability for our leaders here. Praise God!


Internet access for Mark in DR Congo & his holiday! They finally have a connection at his base that allows us to have more consistent communication with each other, which is making this time apart so much easier than before!! He just returned to DRC after a holiday with me, which was much needed and enjoyable for both of us. Only 6 more weeks for both of us before heading to the UK and then to the US.
Prayers:
~ Strong finish here with work and friends at CLD
~ Vision and strength as the CLD team moves into the busy summer season of hosting volunteers and moving our projects further forward
~ Focus for me on the relationships I truly need to be investing in our community here
~ Greater understanding and appreciation of cultural differences and similarities, to extend grace & peace as well as receive them!
~ Humility to serve, day after day after day
~ Continued strengthening of my body to fight illness and be back to normal
~ Mark and I as we deal with the long-distance relationship and preparations for the wedding/marriage!
Thanks again for your love and care for me and CLD!
Jennie
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
*Snaps*
Monday, March 15, 2010
better late than never???
Whew!!! I can’t believe its actually been about 2 months since I’ve updated this blog! So sorry to anyone who may be interested in reading about my life out there. (I think/hope there’s a few out there???)
I officially arrived back in
Once you’ve missed so many great blog-worthy stories and pictures, its difficult to know where to begin! My tendency is to want to back track and start with Christmas, giving you the play-by-play of life…but I don’t really have time for that. So you may hear highlights here and there, but for now I’ll begin with now.
I sat down this morning to make my “Spring Priority List” so I could have all in one place and feel accomplished when things begin to be checked off. It seems to be significantly longer than I expected!!! Well, at least I won’t be bored at all over the next 10 weeks! Some highlights are:
- Renewing our NGO status
- Getting our guesthouse spiffed up!
- Many, many manuals to gather info for our Fall Internship program
- Working with Solomon on more projects at the Thread of Life shop
Not on my list, but in my mind, is the priority to keep posting on here. My goal is once a week from now on – so keep me accountable to that!!
Love from Uganda!
Friday, January 29, 2010
joy and pain walk hand in hand
"joy and pain walk hand in hand"
We have stories from the last month here with Come Let's Dance that have drastically impacted our lives, stories that will rest in our minds forever, experiences that we have yet to process, but yesterday was a day that opened my eyes to the inevitable connection between joy and pain.
Today (January 27th) we started the day as usual, breakfast together and time to talk about the day. There was 8 of us so we decided to split into two groups of 4. The first group went to Thread of Life (TOL), our sew shop project that helps destitute women with training so they can have a skill to provide for their families. Currently they are making all of the school uniforms for the kids house, Solomon (the shop manager) asked if we could come over and help sew buttons. The other group decided to go visit people at Mulago hospital in the Children's Cancer Ward, the same place we had gone on Christmas day.
We arrived at Mulago around noon, the doctors were still doing there rounds so we promised to stay out of their way so they could get work done. We spread out, all taking time to meet different children, some of which were smiling because of the visitors others were laying in bed with blank stares across their face. One boy had a tumor on his jaw the size of a volleyball, we learned that 2 weeks prior he had no sign of sickness. Another child we recognized from Christmas, he sat in the same bed crying in the same way he had on Christmas day, his mother said they had been there for two months. His mother told us they failed to find money for the treatment, "He needed six treatments and they were 22,000 schillings each ($11USD)." One woman, Mama Daniel, had been in the hospital for 3 weeks with Stomach Cancer, her 2 boys Kenneth (10) and Daniel (4) were staying with neighbors because they have no family in Kampala. She is afraid that she will pass away soon but the doctors haven't given her a clear answer so she in not sure what to do with her boys. They won't be attending school this year because her sickness has taken all of their money and they have nothing left to pay school fees. She told us all of this through her hunger pains because she had nothing to buy food for the day.
After many conversations and prayers with some of the patients I heard a loud weeping coming from two beds away, slowly I made my way to the bed to see a girl named Solanche shaking and foaming from the mouth, the mother could not handle watching and left the room while a relative called for the nurses. There was a cold silence in the room as everyone tried not to stare but could notice the looks of helplessness even in the eyes of the doctors. As the seconds rushed by, the mood shifted, fewer eyes focused on Solanche and more eyes began to bow in prayer. The doctors tried switching her I.V., for 5 minutes nothing was working. Finally she stopped, I looked at her but she laid there still, her arms that were once shaking now rested limp. As her eyes rolled back I thought to myself, "Is she dead, is that really it, just like that? No effort, no heart monitors, no CPR?" I wanted to do something pick her up, yell her name...do something. Understanding my absolute lack of knowledge in anything medical I did the first thing that came to my mind, I went outside to console the mother. As she stood there gasping, trying to catch her breath I stood there like an idiot saying the same old cliche, "It's going to be okay." I had no idea if it would be okay, I didn't even know if she understood me, but I thought that maybe it could help. After a few minutes I left her and went back inside, as I approached the bed I heard a terrible noise, it sounded like a gurgled hissing. To my surprise it was Solanche, she was now laying back breathing again, not easily but she was breathing. As she laid there panting I could see that the doctor had left, the sister had gone outside to tell the mother that she was still alive, there was one woman standing by her side. Mike (one of the other volunteers here at CLD) and I asked the woman if we could pray for her, the woman agreed and we prayed. And we prayed, and we prayed, and prayed some more. As I prayed I continuously thought about all the times Jesus had healed people, I remembered the disciples healing people, I desperately pleaded with God to give me the faith to bring comfort to this girl. Earlier we learned that 2 days before this same girl had been at home cooking with her mother, and here she was laying in a hospital bed in severe pain, I asked God to let her cook again. After 30 minutes, the nurses had returned to adjust her 3 I.V.s and check her heart rate. We stepped back and watched helplessly, wondering what kind of suffering this girl was experiencing. As the family gathered around we moved out of the way to let them have time with their daughter. They hired a man to come and take pictures of them with the girl fearing that she would soon be gone. It is about a 15 minute walk from Mulago Hospital to Thread of Life, during the walk Mike and I exchanged thoughts on the situation, and I wondered what is the mother going through? What does it feel like to watch you daughter in that situation?
As we arrived to TOL we saw smiling faces, the whole time everyone had been happily sewing buttons. In the sewing room 10 Ugandan women, some that had at one time been prostitutes, now sat on sewing machines working on the uniforms as their healthy children ran around playing at their feet. They are getting paid per uniform and will use the money to buy food and medicine for their children. The uniforms they are working on are for the kids at Mercy Childcare who 6 years ago had no hope of ever going to school. As Solomon instructed them on the importance of the quality of the uniforms I saw a 22 year old man completely in his element, leading people with love, providing for them a way of life. In the other room there were 4 Americans in their early 20's, 4 people who at one time were completely self-centered and oblivious to the reality of life across the world. These people sat there joyfully sewing buttons, joyfully understanding the process, joyfully working with Ugandans to bring hope to this small part of the world. On the taxi ride home I thought about why that girl had not been healed, I thought about all the answers that have been fed to me about suffering in the world, and then I realized that while I had seen pain that day I had seen even more joy. I realized that we don't have to feel joyful about Solanche's pain, but that we do have to continue to work our butts off to bring hope to people - to ourselves. I realized that because of TOL many women will have the opportunity to treat their sick children and to raise up out of poverty. I realized that all those children who are now attending school will grow up to be doctors and leaders that will bring more healing to this place. I realized that there is a generation of people refusing to live only for themselves, refusing to be lazy, refusing to quit, and always willing to learn from mistakes.
As I finish this blog it is now the end of January 28th, I wish I could say that today was easier, but it wasn't. We returned to Mulago for a quick visit, as I glanced across the room I saw that Solanche was still there, alive but in pain. I stopped to say hello to Mama Daniel, she said it had been a rough day and that they had lost many lives, I turned to see which beds were empty but that they had already been filled up with new faces. These days aren't easy but we refuse to quit, we refuse to forget that joy and pain walk hand in hand.
Love you all...
Monday, January 18, 2010
My most recent update...
My role with Come, Let's Dance is as a volunteer, so I do request financial support if anyone feels inclined. Please understand that I know there are many other people and organizations worth supporting right now in the world, especially in Haiti, and I highly encourage you to look into those opportunities! I believe in supporting one another to create a better world, and right now I'm one of those heading out in hopes of doing that - and I need your support, there's no way around that. I do look forward to another season when I can be on the giving end as well financially, but until then, thanks for your thoughts, your time and your support.
Happy New Year!!!
2010 seemed a long way off about 20 years ago…and here we are. Have you looked back to a decade ago, 2000, and reminisced about the journey you’ve been on since then? I find such comfort in looking back over the years, noticing the ebb and flow of joys and sorrows. I realize that I now have called Denver ‘home’ for 8 years, am blessed by an amazing community of friends and family around the world, have traveled near and far, and feel more deeply at peace and at rest in my own skin than ever in my life. To find myself here, now, gives me great hope in the coming years as well.
Looking ahead, I have much to be thankful for and look forward to! At the top of my list is my fiancé, Mark Cloherty! Yes, I’m engaged – we’re hoping to have the wedding in Denver at the end of July/beginning of August. I met Mark this past June through Medair while I was in Uganda. He is working with Medair in DR Congo right now. Mark is from Manchester, UK, where we hope to land for a while after the wedding, waiting to see where God might lead us next. It’s been an exciting journey already experiencing God’s grace and hand in bringing us together over the past few months. We feel tremendously blessed and happy, excited for our future together!
In February, I’m headed back to Uganda to work a few more months with Come, Let’s Dance. As I said in previous updates, I feel the relationships and projects I’ve invested in have much more potential, I don’t think its time to say goodbye just yet! My project from the fall of writing and compiling manuals has only just begun as we are trying to begin an internship program in fall of 2010. Thread of Life continues to be looking for a permanent location and there is the ever-present need of a sustainable market within Uganda. I believe the empowerment of these women is a huge need that I desire to keep supporting. I’ll also be helping to host volunteer groups as they come and go, experiencing Uganda and learning what CLD is all about.
My financial support for September through December was above and beyond what I had hoped for! Thank you all for your prayers and contributions. When I left Uganda, $1200 of my surplus support was made available to be used on our projects in January, when donations are often low. What a huge praise!!!
Would you pray with me over these needs?
~ I’ve recently been diagnosed with Mono. :( Though I’ve already dealt with the majority of the symptoms, I’m very tired most days and need to spend this time in Denver resting and hopefully getting healthy! Pray for healing and that I would truly rest this weary body.
~ Mark and I are planning our wedding from afar and apart from one another. Please pray for the communication we have available to sustain us and that even from afar we will continue to be prepared for our coming marriage.
~ Mark is working in a fairly insecure area in DR Congo. Currently there have been a few attacks by the rebel group, the LRA, which continues to wreak havoc and displace many people in that area. Pray for safety and protection over Mark, the Medair team, and especially those most vulnerable: the Congolese who are suffering from trauma and fear in their own land. If you’d like to learn more about Mark’s work there and the situation, you can visit his blog: www.markcloherty.blogspot.com
~ Over the next month I need to begin raising $3500 in financial support for my next 4 months in Uganda. Please pray with me for this provision during tough economic times. I am looking for contributions of $25 per month, such as an auto-giving commitment, from February through May, as well as one-time donations. If you feel you would like to commit to this or know someone who may be interested, please see the specific information below.
Thanks for your continued support!
Look forward to hearing from you,
Jennie
Three easy ways to financially support Jennie’s service with Come, Let’s Dance:
- For tax-deductible donations, please make checks payable to “Come, Let’s Dance”, with Jennie Otte in the memo and send to: (email jennie for the specific address, thanks!)
- For auto-withdrawal, email jennie for the form and instructions.
- For NON-tax-deductible contributions through paypal, click on the “Donate” button on the right of this screen.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Ben's village in Kaliro - redemption and restoration

Another update from Julie - a dear friend who has been with CLD for 3 years now, serving and serving and loving and serving. I admire and love her much!!!
Hello!
I see a crowd of people, a flock of faces. To Him every face is a child, every face has a name… and every child has a story.
‘Stories’ have endings - the resolve at the end makes the story worth following even though it may have been hard to get through. Being here in Uganda it’s hard to know which story to tell, which one I’m a part of and if I’ll ever get to bear witness to the resolve at the end.
I will never forget the one minute this man entered my story … I always describe traffic here as real-life video game, no rules and ‘every name for himself’. I thought I was having a hard time crossing the really busy intersection, until this man rolled up next to the crowd of us waiting to run across the road. He was in a wheelchair and he had no legs from the thigh down, but worse, he had no wrists and no hands – yet somehow he managed to use his nubs to push the wheels around.
Funny how many thoughts run through my mind – everything from “I can’t think of anything worse” to “Well, at least he has a wheelchair! Most people I see with no legs only dream of wheelchairs”.,, When one side of the traffic cleared everyone ran to the middle of the road, and so did I. It wasn’t until he managed to get half way, frantically pushing with no hands on his wheels, did I come up behind him and weave him through the rest of the traffic, thinking ‘with all these people around, I can’t believe no one helped him!’ But I was talking to myself. This guy never expected it anyways … he was pleasantly surprised and gave me a huge smile, “Thank You Madam!” Then he went on his way and my mind was whirling because I realized that he’s used to being forgotten and I helped confirmed that for the first half of our one minute interaction.
I don’t know his name or the ending to his story but moments after I walked away I met up with Solomon and I’m reminded of the names and stories I do know the endings of. It’s been a few weeks since I wrote to share about what Solomon is up against with the Thread Of Life sewing ministry – but these days Good overcomes evil and Solomon is peacefully fulfilling lots of orders with the ladies in a new shop! (only temporary until we raise the rest of the money to buy permanent land.)
Since Come, Let’s Dance started just over 3 years ago we’re just now having the privilege of sharing stories about coming full circle, about what happens when you believe in something you can’t see and commit to it… in the children’s lives and even better in the lives of their leaders.
“This movie projector is putting my family back together!” Hearing that statement from Ben I had to laugh, but knowing that in all the years I’ve worked with him in our office and managing all of our CLD Projects, I’ve never heard that type of joy and laughter in his voice. So standing in complete darkness under the grass-roofed, dirt floor church he built only a few months ago, I had to ask to hear the whole story of that ridiculous statement. While he talked with this joy that I had never saw before, the movie projector was blaring a “Samson and Delilah” film in the background…
We were in Ben’s village where he grew up as a boy. The very place he swore he would never return to, “when I got to Kampala and started secondary school, I knew that I never wanted anything to do with this place again.” After his father died when he was a boy, all the wives of his father tried to kill him because he was the only boy among all the girls – and as it goes in Uganda, the boys are entitled to inherit all the land and property.
Because his fathers family had never really been favored in that village, after he died his wives and children were chased away until, eventually the place was deserted. Now his family is dispersed in all directions except for the place which was intended for them.
“To see village kids playing on this property gives me such joy!” Now … if you knew Ben you would know that he is a ‘business man’, not really taken by kids... Though most everything he is responsible for in the CLD ministries is ultimately for the Childrens Home, you rarely see him with the kids. But in that moment the joy Ben had in his voice, while watching kids chasing eachother in the front yard, had a big story behind it.
“When I finally came back to see if I could sell the land I had inherited, I was so sad to find it completely deserted!” About a year and a half ago he traveled back to Kaliro for the first time, his intentions were not to reclaim what was rightfully his… but this part of the story I can’t really explain. His father was buried here, this was the place he loved and grew from as a boy, this was his ancestral land… and now it was overgrown, forgotten, and avoided by everyone.
The thing is – Ben doesn’t need that land. He has a new community, big plans and an exciting future in Kampala. In fact, hes just completing a 3 bedroom house on his own plot of land not far from the Childrens Home! After running for his life (literally) as a boy – his solution was to forget his family (that tired to kill him), sell the land (where the villagers hated his family line anyway) and forget. Start a new family and expand in new territories.
There was this confidence and pride now as he said “this movie projector is putting my family back together” because he knew what was right. After coming back with some friends from church, he sensed the brokenness in that entire village, he could feel the darkness. So he rallied a group from Light the World Church and did a week long ‘crusade’ in Kaliro, “my decision to come back was the hardest decision I’ve ever made.”
The place was heavy with witchcraft, and no one was happy to see that he had returned to Kaliro. Like me, you may not understand the reality of a story like this or the intensity – but standing in the middle of nowhere hearing what the (very) recent history was, I couldn’t help but think that there aren’t even movies this powerful! Even among the team he brought out there (all Ugandans), the battle was to much, “if there was any doubt or hesitation about their faith, I told them not to go out on certain nights.”
I’ve learned that “Crusading” in Uganda is the first order of go when you come into a new community of destitution, and in Bens case, before you put a family back together. There can’t be any question of where you stand and what page you’re on. It’s a spiritual battle – they went out everyday, door-to-door introducing themselves and preaching Jesus. But it was so hostile, the witch doctors did everything they could to oppose him. Finally Ben changed the strategy to simply inviting them to come and watch a ‘film’.
Never before had these people seen a movie. Even the witchdoctors couldn’t resist. For a week every night they would gather on Ben’s land and watch “Jesus walking and talking.” They played the same Jesus Film over and over. This changed everything, “seeing Jesus alive, they had to listen and believe.”
Dozen of people gave their lives to Christ but most radically the witchdoctors recognized the evil they were bound by and invited them to come and burn down their shrines and save their souls. So in the night, only the strong in faith followed the most prominent witchdoctors to their territory… and they burned down everything. Hearing Ben recall that night, I knew he couldn’t tell me what it was really like … I know that Africa is a very spiritual place but knowing that he had to tell some to stay behind, I can only imagine was it was like.
That was the beginning of restoring that village. He immediately built the most simple mud hut church in this front yard (the one I was standing in) because “it starts with a church, only through a church can you reach out to people.” Since then, he has brought about 5 teams from CLD out there – each investing in different ways. Jeremy was the first white I think they’ve ever seen! He helped Ben start “Pigs for Hope” which is a micro business that will circulate pigs through the community… only through the church of course : )
Each team that goes out there invests a little more – adding to the pig project, putting a better roof on the church, starting a chicken business, doing medical outreach days (out of the church), hosting prayer breakfasts, and of course projecting movies about Jesus : ) The list goes on, but the importance of everything is the vision behind them – Ben describes all these things as ways of making his presence known.
“We are moving forward” he says with that certain smile that I’ve never seen before we got to his village. That’s quite the thing to say though, here in Uganda there are few examples of ‘moving forward’ … in fact it’s the opposite. Bad gets worse and destitution turns to desolation in places that once thrived. Visitors might only see a cement pig pen or a brick chicken house, but Ben sees a statement that he is back! He is not going anywhere and he’s investing in tomorrow! It was funny because it was so dark that I could only see his wide eyes glowing and big white smile, but I could just tell that he was standing so tall and his stature spoke of a new beginnings to a story that he thought had ended a long time ago.
The part of his story that I had to laugh at was when he told me how near-by ‘clan members’ were chased away by the villagers who now were devoted to Ben. Shortly after Ben and the team left, some guys showed up who were not happy Ben was ‘back’ to reclaim the land and I think everyone was surprised when all of the neighbors rallied to defend Bens territory. The stand-off was a moment in history – simple neighbors opposing the aggressive clan members, Ben had brought the first ever film to that village and whether they bought the whole ‘Jesus’ thing or not, even the drunkards stood because Ben had brought ‘the walking and talking Jesus’ … no one wanted to chance him not returning with another film! I guess film exceeds cultural, tribal, and even religious borders…
This guy Ben is in my story now, you will probably never meet him but his story is one that continues to be an example of ‘moving forward’ as he ‘expands his territory.’ Although I’m a witness to his leadership and growth as our Finance Manager (he’s even tutoring me on accounting in the office) there is something SO great about being able to help yourself, your family, your ancestral territory … he is bringing Truth to a place that had only known lies and the effects of that are rippling through a new community and most importantly his family that is scattered.
We only were able to meet one Auntie and some little cousins, ‘I know you all want to meet my family but they aren’t here… yet.’ See, the more Ben returns to Kaliro and rebuilds the land and relationships, the more often he will receive random phone calls from sisters, nieces/nephews, aunties, and uncles who are slowly coming Home again. Amen.
Come, Lets Dance doesn’t always know what we’re doing, we’re the first to admit it! But there are a few things I’ve become confident of in the last 4 years… coming alongside of Ugandan Leaders whose heart is serve God and his people before any other agenda is a story with more than just ‘resolve’ at the end. Somehow we were able to be a part of building his confidence and his ability to dream bigger and see possibilities in places forgotten.
Even as I send this email Ben is out in Kaliro again, with a whole team from Light The World Church ‘crusading’ for over a week. I love how he loves it. I love how he recognizing what the next steps are, plans ahead, budgets, rallies the people and moves forward …
Love,
Julie

Monday, December 28, 2009
Mercy Childcare Kids' Christmas Party
Christmas was celebrated at the beginning of December for all our kids at Mercy Childcare. They were all home from school & most are spending the holidays with family - immediate or otherwise. Its become a tradition based on generous support to do something extra special for the kids at this time every year.








Apostle Wilfred, the Director of Mercy Childcare, also took the opportunity to provide baptisms to those kids and even a couple of the house parents who wanted to be baptised. Here is Cliff, before & after! :)


It was a joyful day for all!